I love this feeling. It's great. New. Interesting. Good. This feeling being bruised/ bloody middle knuckles. Yeah... if I mind being called a slut/ slapper this much then I really should stop acting/ being one shouldn't I?

Meh.

Had a nice little mini epiphany today. I found out exactly who I don't wanna be. I won't mention who she is, in case she's reading this, and please don't ask. All you needa know is that I will never be her, she is the step beyond me in so many ways ('cept SI, hers isn't as bad as mine).

Heehee... Jeffery had this chocolate-peppermint flavoured condom at the train station so I took it out of it's packet and tasted it. It was so yummy. So I gave it to Laura and she licked it as well. Then I blew it up and Jeffery sucked on it... it was so damn dodgy -- but fucking hilarious.

Mmm... kinda pathetic day...

Lauren