saturday horniness | beds | outside by staind27 September 2003 @ 3:04 p.m.
After about 4 sessions of self-injury yesterday I am fine. Maybe I'm only fine today coz Jason, Laura and Chris Perkins are the only people I've talked with today. Oh, wait, mum did call a few minutes ago to say that they're gonna be late home coz they've stopped to buy a bed. Yes, they went out to buy some bricks and now they are getting a bed. This is crazy because we already have: two queen sized beds, a king single bed, a couch, a couch that folds out, a fold out bed and a blow up bed. We do not need more beds! Hehe, sorry.
I am so predictable. Every single Saturday evening/ late afternoon the same feeling sets in. Extreme horniness. It's kinda weird/ sad actually... but, hey, I've gotta be predictable in some sense, don't I? *Shakes head* I thought I wouldn't be today because of how I was yesterday but, no. My cuts are healing so quickly, it's great. Song... Outside by Staind And you Bring me to my knees Again All the times That I could beg you please In vain All the times That I felt insecure For you And I leave My burdens at the door But I'm on the outside I'm looking in I can see through you See your true colors 'Cause inside your ugly You're ugly like me I can see through you See to the real you All the times That I felt like this won't end It's for you And I taste What I could never have It was from you All the times That I've cried My intentions Full of pride But I waste More time than anyone But I'm on the outside And I'm looking in I can see through you See your true colors 'Cause inside you're ugly You're ugly like me I can see through you See to the real you All the times That I've cried All this wasted It's all inside And I feel All this pain Stuffed it down It's back again And I lie Here in bed All alone I can't mend But I feel Tomorrow will be OK But I'm on the outside And I'm looking in I can see through you See your true colors 'Cause inside you're ugly You're ugly like me I can see through you See to the real you 
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