I wrote a long entry to Ben and then deleted it. It was just basiclly saying he makes me feel like shit and I wish he'd tell me what he wants to say then leave me alone.

I don't really know what to write, I just have nothing else to do, well, I am also looking at some pro eating disorder stuff, some general ED stuff, some self-injury stuff and some substance abuse stuff but that don't count.

No Lauren... when someone's screen name is "HAW HAW IS AM A LOSER" the correct response is not 'damn straight', nor is it 'never have you said a truer thing'.

Guys... I haven't written about guys for ages, largely because the dudes I like are out of my league in some way or another. Two guys... neither of which I have a chance with. Well... no I don't.

Ok... why did Sophies's boyfriend just sign in on my Messenger? I shall ask him:

Lauren says:

whoa... how'd you get on my list?

(K)(l)(f) I LOVE SOPHIE (f)(l)(k) says:

umm i dono ys dat

(K)(l)(f) I LOVE SOPHIE (f)(l)(k) says:

??

Lauren says:

no, how did you end up on my MSN Messenger contacts list?

(K)(l)(f) I LOVE SOPHIE (f)(l)(k) says:

oh i dono i probly added you

(K)(l)(f) I LOVE SOPHIE (f)(l)(k) says:

well im going

Lauren says:

ah

Lauren says:

ok then

(K)(l)(f) I LOVE SOPHIE (f)(l)(k) says:

tata

Lauren says:

byebye

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Some people are not the brightest crayons in the box o_-

I am soooooo fucking bored!

I am reading the Hanged Man by Francesca Lia Block at the moment. it is creepy. So very, very creepy.

I have a twitch in my left eyebrow twitch twitch twich... it's really annoying!!

La la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la...

Da da da da da da da da da da da da da da da da da da da da da da da da...

Na na na na na na na na na na na na na na na na na na na na na na na na...

Ba ba ba ba ba ba ba ba ba ba ba ba ba ba ba ba ba ba ba ba ba ba ba ba...

Fucking hell! Maybe I'll check the BUS room (click yes to the box that pops up).

*4 minutes later*

BOR-ING!!!

For the love of all things lovable...

Ok, I guess I'll quit being boring...

--Lauren