oday I didn't do anything much accept pine and go into town with the sole aim of getting a burger. It was an ok burger. I've also spent a lot of the day being angry at myself. I've tried to write down why I feel like this or how I am feeling but I can't. I just can't. And that just makes me more pissed off because there is so much that I want to say, but I . just . can't . say . it . I can't even express it in another way. Like I've punched myself in the face (blades wouldn't have been enough for this level of confusion), I've tried to cry, I've tried to think it out, I've tried to walk it out, I've tried to eat it out, HELL! I've even tried to drink it out. but it just won't come out. I know that I am going to be annoyed by someone today or tomorrow and it's all gonna come out. Maybe it won't. Who the fuck knows.

Dinner,

Bye